Aldrine Guerrero
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It's only been a couple days since I decided to quit music and already i have received a great amount of support from all of you. All your comments, messages, voicemails, phone calls, and videos have lifted up my spirits. So for that... thanks so much. I love you all.
But there has seem to be an unexpected turn.
She woke up the day that i wrote that blog and read everyone's comments. I dunno if she read them lately but she's been scared to leave her house and can't sleep at night. I'm at fault for this. I guess I didn't realize the consequences for my actions. That was not what I had intended. I wanted to give this whole thing up FOR her. Maybe if her parents saw that I was willing to make sacrifices for their daughter, then maybe they'll see how much she means to me. I wanted to change their minds and view me as an equal. To work my ass off, finish college, and support their daughter.
But now, the main person that i have done this for is scared for her life. She feels that I have stirred up a bunch of hate towards her and she feels that I should say something to make things better. She went on to say that after what just happened; she now hates me and wishes that she had never met me had she known this was gonna happen. Upon hearing this, it made me really confused and seriously... now I REALLY don't know what to do. I really care for her and made all these sacrifices but it seems like it all backfired and even got her so mad to a point of hating me.
I guess I wrote that blog not really thinking straight. Maybe her parents said those things not really thinking straight either. So on that note, I apologize to her parents. I'm sure they just want the best for their daughter as any normal set of parents would. They're just a little old fashioned. I'm sure they're really great people had I gotten the chance to know them.
I love this girl more than anything. Our short time together made me realize how much I could ever love a person. I've been through many relationships and I have never felt so much love for another person than how I felt for her. I've had a relationship with someone for 3 years and that didn't compare to how much feelings I have for this one that was just 1 day shy of 6 months.
I love her and should just leave her be. She deserves to continue on with her life worry free of anyone who might have anything against her.
I don't know what's gonna happen from here. I might end up losing one of the best things that ever happened to me by such stupidity on my part. I never meant for things to turn out this way.
Everyone, I'm sorry. I apologize for everything that's happened.
I need some time to sort things out. You are all correct though, MUSIC is a big part of my life. It'll come to me no matter if I want it or not. So yeah, I just need some time to pick myself up. You've all helped me through such an important part of my life. Thank you all so much.
But there has seem to be an unexpected turn.
She woke up the day that i wrote that blog and read everyone's comments. I dunno if she read them lately but she's been scared to leave her house and can't sleep at night. I'm at fault for this. I guess I didn't realize the consequences for my actions. That was not what I had intended. I wanted to give this whole thing up FOR her. Maybe if her parents saw that I was willing to make sacrifices for their daughter, then maybe they'll see how much she means to me. I wanted to change their minds and view me as an equal. To work my ass off, finish college, and support their daughter.
But now, the main person that i have done this for is scared for her life. She feels that I have stirred up a bunch of hate towards her and she feels that I should say something to make things better. She went on to say that after what just happened; she now hates me and wishes that she had never met me had she known this was gonna happen. Upon hearing this, it made me really confused and seriously... now I REALLY don't know what to do. I really care for her and made all these sacrifices but it seems like it all backfired and even got her so mad to a point of hating me.
I guess I wrote that blog not really thinking straight. Maybe her parents said those things not really thinking straight either. So on that note, I apologize to her parents. I'm sure they just want the best for their daughter as any normal set of parents would. They're just a little old fashioned. I'm sure they're really great people had I gotten the chance to know them.
I love this girl more than anything. Our short time together made me realize how much I could ever love a person. I've been through many relationships and I have never felt so much love for another person than how I felt for her. I've had a relationship with someone for 3 years and that didn't compare to how much feelings I have for this one that was just 1 day shy of 6 months.
I love her and should just leave her be. She deserves to continue on with her life worry free of anyone who might have anything against her.
I don't know what's gonna happen from here. I might end up losing one of the best things that ever happened to me by such stupidity on my part. I never meant for things to turn out this way.
Everyone, I'm sorry. I apologize for everything that's happened.
I need some time to sort things out. You are all correct though, MUSIC is a big part of my life. It'll come to me no matter if I want it or not. So yeah, I just need some time to pick myself up. You've all helped me through such an important part of my life. Thank you all so much.
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