I'm sure you meant this to be funny, I'm sure when you typed it out you were thinking "ha, what a great joke, sure everyone will laugh at this". But guess what? I'm NOT laughing. I know I haven't been on the forums recently because of being sicker than usual and I hate that I am wasting what little energy I have typing this reply, but I couldn't let it go. I couldn't just laugh and think "well, it's bad taste but ha ha ha" because it's not bloody funny. You may not realise but I am sick, I am really bloody sick, and I am terminally ill. There, now you know. You know this isn't just in bad taste it's beyond bad taste, how on earth could you think it would be funny to make a joke like this? You know I don't care what people think of me right now because I'm pissed. I am so pissed off that someone would think this was a good "joke". Yeah, maybe when you read this and think "wow she needs a sense of humour" - maybe I do, but right now all I can think is that I hurt bloody everywhere, my pain is at an 8 even with morphine in my system, my body hurts, like really, really, f***ng hurts and you're making jokes about how if you can convince Jake you're dying then he might make time for you. I get it, it's a laugh and you're going to think I'm over reacting and so will other people, but I don't care. I don't care.
I fight every single day to get out of bed and actually do something with my day. I'm so exhausted right now that I can't even pick up my ukulele, let alone play it and you're making jokes. So, ha bloody ha, glad you could laugh, and I'm glad that to you being in my predicament is funny, but it sure as hell isn't for me.
I'm done, you can all go on about how I'm over reacting and everything, I'm done. I have to go and lie down anyway because this has made me so very angry and upset that my body is telling me I have to lie down or collapse. So I'm done, you can go back to your lives now.
