Wendy the last two visitor ms you posted you sent to yourself not me. LOL. It took me 8hrs tring to upload 1st vid. The santa thing took 1-1/2 hr total and I took a shower then to. The initial anxiety is as you say. I think its biochemical not in your head. When I find myself in those situations I enjoy the endorphins and try to use the adrenalin to good purpose. The anxiety remains IDKW. Thanks for your help. I knew I wanted in the first time I found the forum. I don't do contests so that took a while.