Ok, entire life changing again. We are thinking the best thing is to move to the Tacoma, WA area, or somewhere in between. Micah has family close to there and we are hoping it will help in some way. I don't want to be dependent on others (we won't really be able to anyways because they are strapped financially and the one uncle he has there is moving to Australia soon to be with his wife and and his sister is pretty much a criminal) but it will give us a chance to go somewhere that family has already lived in and can give us pointers. I'd love to go to Minneapolis but it's just proving to be too difficult. Heck, moving with no jobs or a place to live is hard enough to think about. Finding a place to live is not a huge worry for me but work is. With my background in customer service, sales, logistics, collections, office work, etc, I'm hoping to find something fast (lots of hoping here). But I'm scared. REALLY, REALLY scared. We don't have much money saved I'm worrying to no end. My husband doesn't have any experience other than his military job and that is freaking me out as well. He needs to have certain licenses and stuff to do the work he does for the army in the civilian world and they are very expensive....
Gahh.... going crazy.
I know I haven't been around and I've let some people down and pushed them away but I feel like you guys are the only ones I can come to with my worries and concerns. I just wish I was better at keeping friends.