This is an old song that I've never posted in the Seasons before. It's from my first songwriting phase back in the 80s when I was in my mid-20s. Back then I would have been accompanying myself somehow with a little Casio electronic keyboard.
So I tried to reach the golden key
But it was much too high for me
And the sky stood like a table over my head
But soon I learned that I could rise
And I looked across the skies
And I found the key and the world turned all around
Then I wondered why it had been so hard to reach before
I took the key into my hand and tried it in the door
Then the door was open but I was too big to fit through
I could only look into the garden where the secret flowers grew
So I'll just keep on floating in this pool of tears
Around me I see gloating the shadows of my fears
And I don't know what I'm going to do
And I don't know what to say
I don't know where I'm going to
And I don't know if I'll ever find my way
And you'd think I'd learn after a while
I'd learn to change my style
And I wouldn't cry for the things I couldn't change
But still the tears keep falling down
Just like a broken-hearted clown
And I know that I will never really change
But still it seems there should be some way for me to get to you
I know that we could find a way if you would only let me through
You say you think I'm kinda strange, well I'm not the belonging kind
The world can have it's crazy ways, I just want some peace of mind